hambar

i'm so freak ! yeah, aneh -_-

i'm trying to forgot my problems. i want to be myself again. and i'll deleted all the past. i've got it bad things in the past. especially feelings of love towards one's problems. 

and maybe now I'll try to forget someone. and now I will start over again.
might be better to have a heart that bland. than have the feelingto someone, but only one hand clapping.

i think it's more painful, yes one hand clapping! LOL

embarassed by him. wow! it was very annoying. and before it happens, i'm try to hold it.